I can't root for Deshaun Watson. He can't be QB for the team I have loved for over 50 years. If he is, I'm out as a Browns' fan. If that happens - and I realize it probably will - I will feel something very close to grief. I know about losing loved ones, and I won't put it on the same footing as those because they were devastating. But its a kick in the gut, just like it was in 1995 when the Browns left for Baltimore. And before anyone says I am judging unfairly, I would only say that what I believe is that one or two occurrences is a rumor, three or four is a trend, five or six is alarming ..... twenty-four is a screaming siren with red & blue flashing lights. Yes, I believe the women.